SPRING PONDERINGS...

I was considering that it would be great to have a cicisbeo...ecxpecially during spring time...yeah, it's a real pity that we don't have cicisbeos (?) anymore..

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no words...only memories...

THE PEARL THEORY

I believe that when you meet somebody for the first time the image you have of them is perfect, pure, without prejudices or sad memories (well, without memories at all). It shine like a pearl. But it's just a second, then you loose it forever as far as you know this person. And it's a pity, cose whatever this person turns out to be won't be as perfect as that pearl. Probably we should avoid to know anybody just to keep that pearl in our mind...but we'll have a life without memories...I don't know...

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do you believe in destiny?
I mean, is there something that decides for you what's going to happen?
Are we really free to decide about our lives?
Should we fight against it or let it chose for us?

He had it coming
he had it coming
he only have himself to blame
if you have been there,
if you have seen it
I betcha you would have done the same.

He took a flower
In its prime
And then he used it
and he abused it
It was a murder
but not a crime.

EASTER PONDERINGS...

It doesn't concern Easter at all but I needed to talk about that...Ladies I wish to hear your opinion about boys, in this period of my life I think that they are here only to hurt us and well decieve us and then make us cry...not every boy, of course, but most of them are egoistic, think only for themselves, believe that if they feel ok it doesn't matter at all if you are crawling...
that's my opinion..tell me if I'm wrong!!!oh I'll post this beautiful song from Chicago ( if you haven't seen it yet you have to!!) which ecxplaines perfectely my thoughts...enjoy!!

ABOUT TODAY...

Today is the day of silence...Today is the day without time, there's no hurry at all only relax and peace...Today is the day in which you can read and study for your own soul...Today is the day, the Holy Day in which Jesus went to Hell to woke up people there..Today is the day in which i suddenly realized that I'm not part of my family I'm bored here I need to build a new life without these people...Today is the day in which I finally cried after months of sadness...Today is the day in which i realized that I know exacly what I want and I decided to fight for it...Today is the day...

I'M BACK!!!!

Ladies and gents I'm back!!thanks to italian telecom (I don't have words to describe this service, maybe you can find a proper adjective..)I didn't have internet for 2 months!!I'm sorry...really..but now I'm back!tell me every news please,make me feel a little bit more in the world...I was so lonely...

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Se non riesco ad inventare l'alchimismo necessario per trasformare anche questo fango in oro, sono perduto.

F. Nietzche.

ODI ET AMO

I love weaking up in the morning with his face in my mind just hoping in a word, dreaming a surpise.It makes me feel alive. On the other hand I hate spending most of the time waiting for sth that I know won't happen. It makes me feel so stupid.

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Never make the mistake of thinking that people will be or act as you have imagined they would be or act. Cose your imagination is 100 km away from reality even when it seems real...I should remeber this.

CASINO ROYALE

Even if everybody has already told me it was great I didn't think it could be so great!!Just perfect...and he(!), he is so handsome...one of the best film ever!

CAMBRIDGE 3

Ladies and gents I got it!!!!I'm in!!!Well, not yet , I have to take at least 95% at the final exam..but, Oh Gosh! They offered me a place!!!!!wow..
just happy..and proud...

ABOUT MORALITY

I need to spend a few words about parents who plagirize their own children. In my very modest opinion, making a child suffer for their whole life with no reasons apart from their parents madness is the most cruel thing in the world. Against every religion. Does God endorth this?

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Non ci si uccide per amore di una donna. Ci si uccide perchè un amore, qualunque amore ci rivela nella nostra nudità, miseria, inermità,nulla.

C.P.

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She turns and looks a moment in the glas,
hardly aware of her departed lover;
Across her brain one half-formed thought may pass:
"Well now that's done, and I'm glad it's over."

T.S.Eliot

WELCOME 2007!

Ladies and gents, happy new year!!I know it's late, but I realized only now that 2007 can bring me(and everybody!)loads of happines, surprises, new meetings...in a word LIFE!
ENJOY!

ONAR

Just panikig...I feel so lonely...I have a kind of monster in my stomach, loads of things to tell and nobody to who I can talk...nobody will understand, or at lest listen to this idiot,not after what I've done! Very well then, I'll keep on listening to music and coughing thanks to this bloody fever!! but why the hell do I need to talk to somebody?!I can listen my self and say very interesting things..much more wise than anybody else...

SONG(S) OF THE DAY

Farewell
by Francesco Guccini (who if not him?)
L'avvelenata
Scirocco

ANDALUSIA LOVES YOU!

And I love Andalusia!!These days have been the best of my life!!Gosh it was wonderful...Just to beautiful to imagine!
I'll link the photos on my blog so you can see in which marvellous place I was!!
I'm tired but happy..just wanna sleep and then write loads of mail telling averybody what's happened...
thanks everybody for these perfect 9 days!!