THE PAST...

It's coming back with insistence in these days..dunno why...I keep throwing those images and feelings to the back of my mind, I keep ignoring them..still, they are here like nightmares, annoying little flash of sadness, awfully real and still so far from me...weird feeling...I am changed, I am new person, I am not gonna listen to those silly voices..not now...not now that I am sure I am still the same bloody loser but an happy one!!!yes, that's what I am..an happy loser...I am gonna survive, once again...