PONDERING & FEELINGS 3

Never make the mistake of thinking that people will be or act as you have imagined they would be or act. Cose your imagination is 100 km away from reality even when it seems real...I should remeber this.

CASINO ROYALE

Even if everybody has already told me it was great I didn't think it could be so great!!Just perfect...and he(!), he is so handsome...one of the best film ever!

CAMBRIDGE 3

Ladies and gents I got it!!!!I'm in!!!Well, not yet , I have to take at least 95% at the final exam..but, Oh Gosh! They offered me a place!!!!!wow..
just happy..and proud...

ABOUT MORALITY

I need to spend a few words about parents who plagirize their own children. In my very modest opinion, making a child suffer for their whole life with no reasons apart from their parents madness is the most cruel thing in the world. Against every religion. Does God endorth this?

PONDERINGS & FEELINGS 2

Non ci si uccide per amore di una donna. Ci si uccide perchè un amore, qualunque amore ci rivela nella nostra nudità, miseria, inermità,nulla.

C.P.

PONDERINGS & FEELINGS

She turns and looks a moment in the glas,
hardly aware of her departed lover;
Across her brain one half-formed thought may pass:
"Well now that's done, and I'm glad it's over."

T.S.Eliot

WELCOME 2007!

Ladies and gents, happy new year!!I know it's late, but I realized only now that 2007 can bring me(and everybody!)loads of happines, surprises, new meetings...in a word LIFE!
ENJOY!

ONAR

Just panikig...I feel so lonely...I have a kind of monster in my stomach, loads of things to tell and nobody to who I can talk...nobody will understand, or at lest listen to this idiot,not after what I've done! Very well then, I'll keep on listening to music and coughing thanks to this bloody fever!! but why the hell do I need to talk to somebody?!I can listen my self and say very interesting things..much more wise than anybody else...

SONG(S) OF THE DAY

Farewell
by Francesco Guccini (who if not him?)
L'avvelenata
Scirocco

ANDALUSIA LOVES YOU!

And I love Andalusia!!These days have been the best of my life!!Gosh it was wonderful...Just to beautiful to imagine!
I'll link the photos on my blog so you can see in which marvellous place I was!!
I'm tired but happy..just wanna sleep and then write loads of mail telling averybody what's happened...
thanks everybody for these perfect 9 days!!

THE GLOBET OF FIRE

Sorry, this is the Harry Potter time...I've just seen the film and well, i'd like to say sth about it. First af all, the boy who gives Harry's voice in the italian version sounds to be a stiupid child about 5 years old!!Probably, Harry's voice should be like that but it's awful anyway!!!!
Secondly, I guess the best sequence is the one in the Cimitery, Voldemort is absolutely great!! I really want him to kill Harry!!Oh, I'll be so happy! Finally, I hate the love stories in the mouvie..they are just to stupid!
Oh, I was forgetting,I know that he's Harry Potter, but still a 14 years old guy should look more like a child than like a muscleos (?) teenager!!

SORRY!!!!

I feel so ashamed!!I realized only yesterday that Christmas is on monday, this monday!!!!
Damn! I had no time at all to write any post card or stuff like that!!
I'm so sorry, please forgive me!!
I promise, I'll send them but they won't get in time.......
sorry ladies and gents...I'm an Idiot but that's it....
still I love you all.....

SADNESS

Just finished a party in my home. It was great, really, funny and so on...but i was sad, deep inside, and looking in his blue eyes I've understood that it wasn't my place...i don't know, I can't find a place where I can lay and smile...
just sad...

THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX

Yesterday, talking with my friend, I suddenly realized a few important things about the last Harry Potter film. First, I don't remeber exacly the words (I've read the book two years ago or sth like that), but the kiss (?) between Harry and Cho was described in this way, more or less "...and she came closer and closer untill he couls see the tears in her eyes." Ful stop, end of the chapter.
Now they are filming a 24 shots kiss scene with 40 different points of view(I wonder..).A part that thinking of a kiss scene I can imagine only 3/4 points of view,it's always amazing to see how wilde is the director imagination..
let's wait for the mouvie then..

CAMBRIDGE 2

Ladies and gents I did it. Well, I won't know anything untill January but I'm happy...I feel that I'v done all my best now it's their decision and not my fault anymore.
I'm pretty happy...
thanks for your support, fingers cross...

CAMBRIDGE

Here I am...tomorrow morining my mother an I will take a plane, destination: Cambridge. Well, London, then train to cambridge but it's the same. On wedensday (I still have no idea about how to write it),I'll have an interview after which they decide if to make me an offer or not. Great. yeah, packing my things 5 minutes ago I realised I've lost their letter...moreover on sutarday I got a terrible cold and I can hardly move from my bed...well it seems like good luck is with me in these days!
Cambridge me and my cold are coming.........

THERE ARE NO WORDS...

Ladies and gents I've seen him!!!The concert was great..simply wonderful..and he!Well he is fantastic!But..oh God..I can't breath still I'm so happy..I'm going around with a stupid smile on my face..just remembering all the time..there are no words to describe him...I'm tired but finally happy...thanks!!!!!

"Ma dentro di me sento che il grande amore esiste, amo senza peccato,amo ma sono triste perchè Rossana è bella,siamo così diversi,a parlarle non riesco le parlerò coi versi!!"

THE FINAL COUNTDOWN

One day left....
I can't wait...

NEW HOUSE,NEW LIFE

Ladies and Gents I'm back.The italian telecom has finally managed to give me internet so I can write again. :-)
I need to thanks my parents cose they chose the best place in the whole valley to build the new house.We have sun all day every day and a wonderful view from the all window.It's like living in a paint......really you can't be sad or bored staying here!!All you need is watching out the vindow and you'll be happy again..
It's so great that it's hard not to invite somebody everyday to share with us this new feeling!!So,if somebody from Russia or Austria or Poland wish here ther's place for everybody...:-)
Wash your face guys!!

WHAT THE HELL DO I WANT??

Can anybody help me?!
Let's talk about guys..why not?so probably Anna'll be happy...
Let's talk about the perfect guy,does him exist?!well,this summer I used to think he does...He was in front of me so terribly perfect so...just the human version of my dream!!but now summer's over and in this grey dayily routine I'm not sure...what I've learnt in these 18 years?What do I really dream for my feuture?
Should I keep dreaming and waiting for him,or should just be happy now?

God!I can't believe I've written sth like that...brrr..awful!