MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Here we go, another year has come and passed, but this time looking back I can see how my life has changed in these 12 months ... and looking forward I can see (or only imagine?) how wonderful will be next year!!! for the first time I can say I'm alive... for the first time I'm deeply happy and I feel that all my dreams are just about to become reality because I'm finally strong enough to stand for them and size the day... so Merry Christmas everybody, and best wishes for next year, which is surely gonna be fantastic!!!

GOING HOME...

Here I am,with my half smashed face, packing my stuff with a funny sad mood covering all my moves like a cover...I don't wanna go. I'm living in a dream, I don't want to weak up. I fear that these 2 marvelous months could not be enough, that all my achievements, my goals, all the strength I now feel in my flesh, in my hand, could disappear as soon as I reach that bloody soil. I know, I know, we are who we chose to be, still I'm scared. I don't wanna go. Let me dream a little bit more.... let me here please... let me feel that I deserve to live, that I'm not shit, that I am. please, let me stay in Cambridge...............